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by sakaash
26 Aug 2008
Forum: Ex-BK
Topic: Falling
Replies: 22
Views: 3403

Re: Falling

Thanks for your suggestion Mr Green ... seems to have done the trick ... for now anyway ...
by sakaash
24 Aug 2008
Forum: Ex-BK
Topic: Falling
Replies: 22
Views: 3403

Re: Falling

And tell the Dr what, ex-l? Am I going out of my mind here? A friend once told me that nutters don't know they are nutters, weirdly comforting. The only place to catch some zzzzzzzzzzzzz's is the couch with the lights and TV on! Flatmates are not curious yet! Wouldn't know where to start explaining ...
by sakaash
24 Aug 2008
Forum: Ex-BK
Topic: Falling
Replies: 22
Views: 3403

Re: Falling

cannot bring myself to say it ex-l ... much less type it. Sorry, things are so dark now, even with the lights on it's just dark ... who knew all this was waiting for me!
by sakaash
23 Aug 2008
Forum: Ex-BK
Topic: Falling
Replies: 22
Views: 3403

Re: Falling

Its not working ... none of it does, none.
by sakaash
23 Aug 2008
Forum: Ex-BK
Topic: Falling
Replies: 22
Views: 3403

Falling

What do you do when the bk illusion becomes just that and you end up with a whole lot of **** that you put to one side finally making a larger than life appearance ... screwing with your mind and life? My old dark friend is back with a vengeance, he feels betrayed that I left him for so long and now...
by sakaash
06 Jun 2008
Forum: For Ex-BKs & Common Room
Topic: Official BKWSU internal reform efforts
Replies: 63
Views: 12838

Re: Official BKWSU internal reform efforts

Hi ex-l,

cannot believe you had a bet on! anyways, I was interested to know, are you an ex-BK by choice or did you do something to get extricated from the BKWSO? I am very curious about that one!
by sakaash
06 Jun 2008
Forum: For Ex-BKs & Common Room
Topic: Official BKWSU internal reform efforts
Replies: 63
Views: 12838

Re: Official BKWSU internal reform efforts

Well, Wednesday was disappointing - there were some good points that my group made re: helping the elderly and starting an open BK forum - but it did not feel like these suggestions would go far - I was hushed up a bit and given the "look" when I mentioned things like having a culture of inclusion e...
by sakaash
28 May 2008
Forum: For Ex-BKs & Common Room
Topic: Official BKWSU internal reform efforts
Replies: 63
Views: 12838

Re: Official BKWSU internal reform efforts

The talks did take place on Bank Holiday Monday and will continue next Wed ... There was a brilliant turn out and people actually spoke about quite a lot, there was not enough time though even though the day was very long. I heard that there are going to be more of these and they are seriously consi...
by sakaash
18 May 2008
Forum: For Ex-BKs & Common Room
Topic: Official BKWSU internal reform efforts
Replies: 63
Views: 12838

Re: Official BKWSU internal reform efforts

Well, let the consultations begin - next Monday and Wednesday, cannot wait.
by sakaash
13 May 2008
Forum: For Ex-BKs & Common Room
Topic: Official BKWSU internal reform efforts
Replies: 63
Views: 12838

Re: Official BKWSU internal reform efforts

Do I detect a hint of bitterness? Yes, we are supposed to be following God's instructions, but no one is karmateet yet! And we will all mess up, sometimes small mess ups and sometimes really big ugly mess ups. The fact remains that at least they are now looking into these things and not turning a bl...
by sakaash
12 May 2008
Forum: For Ex-BKs & Common Room
Topic: Official BKWSU internal reform efforts
Replies: 63
Views: 12838

Re: Official BKWSU internal reform efforts

Hi all, Was having a quick peruse through here and found this post ... yes, there are changes coming in the BKWSU and it can only be a good thing ... it has already shown me a side to the SS that I haven't seen before (a good side!). I am all for these changes. They will also be consulting with the ...
by sakaash
04 May 2008
Forum: For BKs - to discuss BK experiences
Topic: What is so wonderful abouth the Murli?
Replies: 77
Views: 9061

Re: What is so wonderful abouth the Murli?

Hi john, having trouble sleeping again - cannot quite figure out why, but I just read your last entry and it has soothed my heart and calmed my nerves ... you sure you're not a BK :wink:? Something about being patient with myself etc etc really does resonate with me. I often hear that time is short ...
by sakaash
04 May 2008
Forum: Newcomers backup
Topic: Is this the end?
Replies: 73
Views: 9124

Re: Is this the end?

hi John, Thanks for inviting me back ... I thought I'd bow out and let the more experienced users battle it out ... still not quite sure what the battling was about though ... but in answer to your question, I came to this site initially for advice about donating money to the BKs and it ended up bei...
by sakaash
02 May 2008
Forum: Newcomers backup
Topic: Is this the end?
Replies: 73
Views: 9124

Re: Is this the end?

again....cannot sleep, appetite has gone somewhat, now paranoia has struck and I think I am being watched...I wonder, what makes me think I am so special that the BKs would want to spy on me....I am not a threat to them anyway, its just another negative feeling to add to the lot, think I might be ge...
by sakaash
02 May 2008
Forum: Newcomers backup
Topic: Is this the end?
Replies: 73
Views: 9124

Re: Is this the end?

OK, so I am totally freaked...I've just read some stuff on this forum about anonymity and that some centres are asked to monitor this site so that they can figure out who is posting on here...that has just sent shivers through me...I don't want anyone to know I am having these issues! this is someth...